Thursday, May 16, 2019
Hey Grandma, this is Chloe. I haven't seen you in almost six years. I'm graduating this year, I finally did it. Little Miss Muffet is all grown up, isn't she? All I can think about lately is you. My good friend lost her Grandma last week and it's just bringing me back to grade 7 when I was saying bye to you at the hospital. I hope that if you are watching all of us from up there that you are proud of me. Sometimes I feel like I let you down and I'm sorry. I'm sorry that we couldn't get to know each other more as I grew up, I'm sorry we couldn't have deep talks about life and the universe. I'm sorry that I sometimes forget about you. I will always love you with my whole heart. I'm sorry that you never got to meet this me, the me that is proud to be me. The me that is about to graduate high school and go into the world with no clue what to do with life. The me that has been struggling to overcome depression. The me that hasn't cut in almost a year. I wish you could meet me now. Now that I'm mature. I miss you so much! I miss playing skip-bo and making cake and making hot dogs to eat on buttered bread. I miss your hugs. I miss you. I love you. Please be resting in peace. One day we will meet again and play skip-bo. - Little Miss Muffet
